Am about to give up, but the fear of another failure arises. Sometimes I find myself being drawn into a never-ending sea, i struggles to lift my head up and try to speak to oppose. But the force push me deep into the fear, regrets and unknown consequences. To the very own self, i find its exhausting and to all problems my solution is to run away from everything.

But i cant do it. I don't want to do it. So am greeting my teeth, gulping the lump down the throat, I will keep on living shamelessly.